yep.

Hey there kids, im updating this wretched tart of a journal for you, haha

not in a great mood, i messed up my left hand, i punched the cement wall in my garage ,out of me contemplating and being confused, i wasnt really angry or anything, I just punched hard enough to hurt my hand.

it hurts

but its not bruised, so maybe im just being a whimp, idk

so this week has been an interesting week none the less, hung out with an old friend whom i would like to be more than friends with, ive liked him for years but the probability of that happening is probably low,.... at least i imagine so.


meh, dont you just hate it when people mess with you, even if in a round about way, they dont mean to, but just sometimes give you impression thats what theyre doing.... even if you dont feel thats what there doing sometimes >.<

goodness, confusing....

makes my brain all mad O.O

im just not feeling too happy about some things.
cant do anything about it though...
just take it

i think i told you bloody crumpets that im having my carpal tunnel surgery in nov., and dec.
merry christmas and happy thanksgiving to me.
i get to be the turkey >.< lol

shit

when i think im going to get something to make me a bit emotionally stable, meaning i dont have to paint every fucking day to feel better (though i must say i get a lot of work done that way..)
somehow everything turns around and i get infernally screwed over.

damn, i know you guys are probably getting sick of this, so ill stop

Some UPSIDES to my week

i have 3 art classes
i have friends in most of them already woot!
i still get to do the T-shirts for anime club
my headaches havent bothered me today, though my hand has been....


so thats my week in a nut shell? i think...

well, hope to hear from you guys soon. <3

Thanks for listening to my bitchy-ness darlings, haha

- Rain